Dropping the whole god concept was the best move because it actually makes sense now. It has been a year since I left all that behind, and it feels like I finally took a deep breath. I am staying on this path for good. Instead of praying and sitting around hoping for a wish to come true only to end up disappointed, I learned to take full responsibility for my life. Acting on my own and owning my results feels way better than waiting on someone else to fix things.